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Helping me

Post by Amber on May 28th 2010, 10:15 pm

This can't be
real

Is this really happening?
Is what they were saying true?
Am
I going insane?


Is this really my life
Is this really my time
It
goes down my family line

It was supposed to be my time to shine

The
lights came on

What came over me?
I couldn't go on
It would've
been less embaressing to flee


Since I'm not perfect
I can't
really see

i can't really know
How you;ve been helping me

You've
been sitting on the sidelines

with the ice pack
knowing i'd get
hurt

and waiting for me

Not leaving
Not breathing
Just
waiting

For me

You knew I'd screw up
You knew i'd not win
You
knew i'd lose

You knew

Nothing makes sense
This can't be
true

I'm not good enough for your
love, oh your love

It's
not you, It's me.

I'm a monster
I destoryed myself
I'm a
monster


I'm a sinner
I'm a beginner
I'm a bad winner
I'm
not who I used to be


Before I was better
I played by the
rules

But now, I only play by one set of rules,
My rules

It's
driving me insane

How can I stop it?
I can
But I can't

I
don't have the will

Nor the inner power
To stop what I started
to
clean up ink


You can save me
from myself
when I'm to dumb
to see

what I will regret

I'm giving you my thanks
In the
only way I can

Hoping you will read this
time and time again


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Re: Helping me

Post by Desperate on May 28th 2010, 10:37 pm

Aw, Was this for someone special?
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